AVeiled Ummati, Ummati, Ummati
Number of posts : 289 Location : I'm Here, for now, but only yearn to be in one place; Firdows. Religion : From the Ummah of the Beloved (s.a.w) Registration date : 2009-08-02
| Subject: When will you return? Sat Jan 30, 2010 12:34 am | |
| When will you return?
I am a prisoner…
I wish you were here
Here next to me
My cries have long stopped
Leaving only misery
I need you by my side
Denied for so long
I fear you may be no more than a lie
An illusion causing only pain,
Or a memory, even worse as I die
Knowing it can never be true?
Can something so beloved be real
When I am so alone and cold
Having known your warmth
Now left with wounds that can never heal?
The darkness is lonely
And I need your strength tonight
The nightmares have my mind
And the tears fill my sight
If only you knew
If only you could understand
The horror that grips me
Makes no demands
Only silence and ice
Hatred unyielding to truth
No words will suffice
To express the pain I feel with separation
You are the air that I breathe so I’m left chocking
You are the food that sustains so I’m left starving
You are the eyes with which I see so I’m left blind
I search with desperation yet it is only you that I cannot find
Faith will never leave me, for that cannot be caged
But still I’m stuck without escape
And I can’t bear the pain any longer
But there’s nothing I can except wait for you
They’ve stolen my body from your warmth
But I won’t let the fear take the heart that belongs to you
My breath escapes while the rest is in chains
My words are screams of inconceivable pain
No reason left in bloodshed
Yearning only for your aid
Even if I’ve gone insane
I know your memory will never fade
The brush of your love will drive away this torture
But where are you, O my companion?
I cannot see you, cannot see through this darkness
There is no light, there is no hope
Will I never taste the sweetness of your protection?
Will I never be with you again?
How can you have left me to my enemies?
You know not what they have done
Every moment your absence burns with fire
A need so strong overpowering my soul
Yet still I am denied you
Still I am imprisoned
O Freedom… When will you return? | |
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